Here’s my reply

I realized after reading Amanda’s newest blog post that in my last post (now I’m not saying she wrote that about my post but I’m just using it as an example) but I really do post a lot of rants and complaints so I figured I’ve give my input on it.Maybe this is too bold to say… but, if we’re just talking about what people write in their blogs, isn’t this a country of free speech (except for those of you who don’t live in America) and we can say whatever we want in our blogs? If we want to complain let us complain, there’s no point in getting upset about it unless the person is directly mentioning it to you over and over again and they expect someone else to fix their problem. Some people wear their heart on their sleve and always openly express their emotion no matter what it is. Now you may not be the type to whine and complain, but for some people like me, whining and complaining is the only way I can stop worrying about it.

But saying “no one cares” that does really irk me when people say it, if you truely think no one cares then why are you telling people, it’s like if you truely think you’re ugly then you won’t post your picture online yet so many people post their pictures online and say “I’m ugly I know”. Though I don’t really think that many people care about my problems because truth is, most people honestly don’t care about you at all, I’m going to post it anyways just because this is my blog, it’s my online diary.

I don’t post things up here for other people to read or comment on, I post up here because I want to do it for myself, if you don’t like it when I complain than tough shit, it’s my blog and I’ll do what I want, don’t like it don’t read it.

Not everyone is as happy as optimistic as people like my sister. I actually like to wallow in my sorrows, I’m very pessmistic, I do very much enjoy the more corrupted, dark-side, evilness of life. That’s just who I am. Yeah maybe you find me annoying but I really don’t give a rats ass, I don’t need the whole world’s approval, I have my few close friends and my family and that’s all I need to keep running.

Now again, I’m not saying Amanda’s post was directed towards me at all considering it was written on the 8th and my post is from the 12th but for all of you who think I complain too much, here’s my reply to you.

Yeah I just realized I never show my dark side on here haha only a select few people have seen it. I can be really cruel though, some might call me two-faced, maybe I am, but I enjoy being me either way.

Sorry for blogging so much by the way lol I’ve been really chatty lately and no one’s been online at all lately, plus I’ve just been really getting into this whole blog thing, I’m trying to figure out ways to get more readers. Any bright ideas?