This is my story…

Music: LEECH - the GazettE

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I GOT LEECH AND STACKED RUBBISH TODAY!!! Well okay first I went to Alex’s house yesterday and my LEECH CDs got here (Auditory and Optical) so I couldn’t open them then since I stayed the night at Alex’s house. And today, Alex just randomly threw my was-supposed-to-be Christmas present at me which was STACKED RUBBISH limited edition. No idea why he gave it to me early but I love him for it<333 It’s so shiny @___@

I yet to watch the LEECH PV still. I just got home like a hour ago. I had fun at Alex’s though~ We watched BURIAL APPLICANT and Chizuru from the DVD, ahh I was falling in love all over again~ (with the GazettE) I haven’t watched one of their PVs in a while and it was just awesome ;3 I can’t wait until they come to America D;

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Okay yesterday I curled my hairrrrrr!!! It looked really cute x3 I wanna do ringlets at some point ^^ I’m going to be getting my hair colored soon~ So that it doesn’t have to look so ugly as my hair grows out (I’m not getting it bleached anymore, don’t have the money for it) so we’re just gonna get basic hair color that’s close to my natural color so it won’t look so nasty~ Believe me, it doesn’t look too pretty when only half of your hair is bleached and the rest is a much darker color lol ;>>

So we left the house yesterday morning after we were done my hair. I drove to his house and of course it had to be pouring rain at one point, it was scary @_@ We got to his house at around 1pm I think and my mom ended up staying for the next hour or so while we watched The Painted Veil which was really good from what I remember of it lol. It was a bit weird at first, cause it was only Alex and I there, his dad didn’t get home until 10 or 11 at night and we’ve never been alone for that long like that. We just mainly watched movies all day which was a tad bit annoying for me cause I watched 3 movies that previous day lol =_= But that’s not all we did that whole day….XD; Like I just remembered a few things:

Alex and I were playing cards (War) and I won twice in a row and since I won I got to pick something for him to do, I said he has to paint my finger nails, and since I won twice he also has to paint my toe nails 8DD I’m gonna have nail polish all over me aren’t I ;D And I think I previously mentioned that he left his phone here and I screwed it up before I got it mailed back to him (changed the language, time zone (Alaska baby 8D) and time format) and he got it the day after and said it was a bitch to fix ;3 So his revenge for that was: we took a shower and when we were done, I was just kind of laying in the tub cause it was too cold to come out and he comes back in with a bottle of Dr. Pepper (soda for those who don’t know) and poured a bunch of it all over me x___x So I had to get another shower D; bastard ;>> It was funny though xD

Next day (today), I kind of laid in bed for like 2 hours or so, I had no motivation to get out of bed lol, then I got on his computer for a bit, and he came up with the great idea of going to the playground at the elementary right near his house. Despite it was freezing cold and windy as hell, the high for today was like 45°F x__x that’s not including the wind gusts which made it at least 5 degrees colder D; It was still fun xD When the wind got really bad we’d run up the thing and go into one of the tunnel slides where the wind couldn’t reach and waited until the wind calmed down xD and then he chased me around and tried to stick his hand up my shirt because my skin was fairly warm and his hands were frozen cold x__x tortureeeeeeeeeee

After that we went to one of Alex’s friends house and there was a stray kitten on their porch and I of course instantly attached to her x3 I picked her up and put her in my sweater and she instantly started purring and was nuzzling in my neck and started to fall asleep, she’s sooooooooooooooooo cute ;3 I wanted to take her home sooooo bad ;____; She’s about 6 months old or so from what I’m guessing, I know she’s definitely a kitten still~ SHE IS SO CUTE THOUGH YOU ALL WISH YOU HAD A CAT LIKE HER!! She acts like a dog a little bit, she certinally has a unique personality x3 She sorta wags her tail and she loves to lick your face. She’ll stand up on her hind legs and put her front paws on your chest and lick your face, she’s so weird it’s awesome XD She’s the type of cat I always wanted though ._. she’s obnoxious xD She likes to jump up in your lap and get all up in your face, when Alex was on his computer she jumped up in his lap (we snuck her inside to help keep her warm for a bit) and was walking all over the keyboard and stuff, it was adorable~ When Alex and I were laying in bed together she jumped up and curled up by my face inbetween the two of us and fell asleep after she finished licking my face for a while x3 lol Alex was trying to make her stop licking my face “stop licking my girlfriend you lesbian cat” XD I wanna keep her soooooo bad -cries and whines-

Hopefully in the next couple of times my mom takes me to Alex’s house or picks me up we can find her somewhere outside so I can show her to my mom and see if she’ll let me keep her >< I really don’t want her to have to stay outside all the time with how cold it’s getting now ._.

After that, we went back inside and fooled around for a hour until my mom got there to pick me up. When she got there she ended up talking to Alex’s dad and his girlfriend for a while so Alex and I just kind of messed around for a bit until my mom was finished. lmao his dad’s girlfriend was funny, when we were leaving I was clinging onto Alex and she’s saying stuff like “I’m going to die without you Alex” “it’s the end of the world, I can’t leave you” and those other things that overly clingy girlfriends say XD; But we (as in me, Ellie and my parents) got invited over for Thanksgiving~ To Alex’s dad’s girlfriend’s house. I really wanna go, our family isn’t going to do anything together (well I mean my immediate family will have a dinner but not like my grandma, aunt and cousins and such). Only problem is my dad, he’s the only one that will have a problem with this and my mom said the holidays are a family time but I’d honestly rather be with the love of my life instead of my parents but of course my parents rather me be with them. My mom really wants to go too (she gets along great with Alex’s dad and his girlfriend hense why Alex and I are always waiting for so long when my mom comes to pick me up lol they always talk) so she might be able to talk my dad into letting us go even if he doesn’t go. But we’ll see how that goes~ For now, I’ve blogged too much again so I’ll stop for now xP

Music: SPELL MAGIC - Acid Black Cherry

I got my new graphics site all up~ Though it’s not officially open you can still have a looksie~ Now I can start working on movie review site thing x3

I said in my last post I wanted to talk about that past weekend but now I can’t really remember much lol ;>> Alex had a four day weekend so he stayed at our house the whole time~ Ahh I’m trying to remember what we did ;>> It’s been a week so it’s not so clear in my head now lol.

Okay so I drove over to his house {Saturday}, so we got a hour of driving out of the way yay. Got there, my mom and his dad + his dad’s girlfriend talked for a while and we were starting to get impatient (why do parents always do that lol). My mom drove back the rest of the way, we stopped by the vets on our way home where my dad met us there and then Alex went with my dad and they went to a R/C rock climber thing. My mom and I went back home and I did nothing all day waiting for Alex and my dad to get back which my dad said they’d be home by dark but it was well after dark when they finally got home ;>> I think that’s when we all watched Zohan again, though I didn’t want to watch it because I was pissed off and I don’t remember why I was pissed off, I ended up watching it though.

On Sunday Alex and I helped my parents move around furniture and stuff, we had to throw a bunch of stuff on a trailer and then take it down to the back and then we took everything back off and threw it on a burn pile. We were kind of doing that all day, sorta on and off though. I think that day was when he was playing video games for a little too long, it was afternoon or morning, and I was still tired, we were all out on the couch and instead of leaning on Alex I was leaning on Ellie, curled up with her under a blanket, and I eventually fell asleep. I hate watching people play video games, and I hate being ignored and not having anything to do lol. I think Alex got the message though cause when I woke up he was still playing video games but he wasn’t ignoring me either, he’d rest his head on mine and such. If I had leaned on him at first I don’t think he would of done that honestly lol, freaking video games *cough* I think after like another hour or so, he was still playing video games, and I started getting irritated again lol and I got up, I think I got on the computer for a bit, came back out to the living room and he’d try to pull me towards him so I’d lay on him again but I refused, and my mom ended up explaining to him that when a girl isn’t doing anything, she wants his full attention, not watching him play video games for hours on end. After the video games was when we started moving stuff around and all. I think that night was when we watched 28 Days Later and The Strangers, though Alex was asleep most of the time.

Monday, we were out all day, had to go to a couple stores and we went out to Outback for dinner. I drove on the highway in the dark, that was scary xD; At dinner though, I forget what exactly we were all talking about (there was me, Alex, Ellie and our mom), but my mom asks Alex and I if we were actually serious about moving in together, getting married and all that, and it was then that it finally hit me. This moment right now, every moment spent with him, this is it, this is what I’ve been waiting for my whole life. For as long as I can remember, every wish I ever made no matter what I was wishing on (birthday, star, fountain, etc.) it was always “I wish to find the one for me” I’ve always been a bit of hopeless romantic heh ^^; But from here on out, it’s no longer all about my future and what I like and want~

I’m looking through my IM chat archives trying to sort everything out lol ;>> It would seem that Monday night was when we stayed up late cause I was talking to Conor from 9pm to 12:30am, implying that Alex was probably playing video games, I’m begining to wonder…I’m pretty sure Monday night Alex was on the video games a lot, and I was upset cause it was our last night together and plus he said he was going to get off in 10 minutes and of course a hour goes by. I don’t really mind if he plays video games, I know everyone needs their gaming time, just as long as I have something that I actually want to do. He got off once he really realized how upset I was, and we wandered outside and talked for a bit after he got off, and he said he’s banning himself for video games lol I told him no cause like I said I really don’t mind just as long as I have something else to do, I’m not really sure if he listened to me or not though lol.

Tuesday was the last day, we took Alex home late that evening. We pretty much spent the whole day together from what I can remember. Well except we redid the dining room, we bought new carpet on Monday and we had to clean out the dining room, wash the floors and lay down the new carpet which took a good few hours. Lol I had to carry down this huge chunk of rolled up carpet all the way down the back, Alex just had to take the smaller piece first, he didn’t know I was going to carry one down lol it was funny though. We took him home at around 11pm meaning my mom and I didn’t get back home until 1am, and he slept the whole car ride, I felt I had to stay awake to keep my mom company so the ride wasn’t so boring for her, so we talked the whole time about random stuff.

I had trouble sleeping most of the time, the first two nights I kept waking up, Monday night was the only time I slept the whole night lol. I think it’s cause I’m just not used to sleeping right next to someone else, I’m used to being able to sprawl and we’re sleeping on a twin bed. I kept waking up early though, it was unusual lol. I managed to wake up about the same time Alex woke up every morning. Tuesday morning was the best though, when I woke up he had his arm wrapped around me and we were right up against each other, it felt so wonderful~ Normally when I wake up we’re not exactly close lol. There’s nothing like waking up next to the person you love though~<3

And hopefully I’ll be going to his house this weekend~ Annnnd my mom’s being bitchy right now so I’m gonna end this here and go upstairs to watch a movie or something, until next time~^^ Sorry for such a long blog by the way lol next time something happens like that I’ll try and blog each day so it’s not all crammed into one blog plus I’ll be able to remember everything a lot better that way xD;